Rockabye.

Have you ever heard the song "Lullaby" by Shawn Mullins? I'm sure you have. When i was a little girl my mom would sing it to me when i was having a bad day. Its corny, she actually used to sing to me alot when i was little... anyways, I've loved that song since then.

When my parents were getting a divorce, my boyfriend at the time used to sing the same song to me. He was like that one person who would stand still when everything was changing, i hurt him really bad towards the end of our relationship and i dont think i've ever really completely forgiven myself. But some how, he did. We still have a really awesome relationship for the way things went. He's that one person i can tell absolutely everything to. He's such a great person but things between us could never work out the way we both wanted. Which is really sad.

What i'm getting at here, i guess is that i think everyone has one song they identify with their entire life. I think that one is mine. Once again, that i've started to listen to that song all the time, which means that everything is beginning to change. I'm not sure i'm ready for everything thats coming my way, its really scary this whole graduation thing. This idea that after June 6th i am who ever i want for the rest of my life. I mean, i think i know all this stuff about life but the truth is? I live in Northern Michigan. I dont know anything about life. Which is absolutely terrifying.

Anyways. Its getting late.

But hey, if your reading this? even if you hate everything i've said so far, if you wanted to let me know..that'd be kind of sweet.