Bare.

I think the bond between sisters is amazing.
i was reading a blog of a wonderful gal i know (you can read it too! thingsalreadytold.blogspot.com) and she was talking about tattoos and it reminded me..."oh hey! i'm getting a tattoo soon!" its for my sister. "forever, for always and no matter what". I think that sums up our lives. Our 8 years of difference and a life time of the same.

Right now, my sister is driving 300 miles to Little Alpena Michigan. You would think she is driving up here for the family emergency(disaster) that occurred on Easter... or maybe my grandfathers surgery on Wednesday. Neither. She is driving here because she knows i, her baby sister, cannot handle this alone. She's giving up an entire week of work, doctors apps and countless other things because she doesnt want me to take it on by myself. My sister is the best. i was sitting in ER last night with my mother and my step father. He was getting mad because my mother had to call her sister at 10:30 at night and let her know what was going on. He didnt want her to call and disrupt their easter but she felt she deserved to know. He kept jokingly grabbing the phone and lecturing her when i finally look at him and said "Do you have a brother or sister?" his answer was no. I then reminded him that he doesnt know where the bond lies in that case.

i then started thinking, what i if i didnt have a sister? Who would i turn to. What an awful idea...to be alone. To not having anyone who can understand you the way your sibling does. My sister and i bare no secrets. We are 100% honest all the time. Which i think is kind of awsome. I dont know if we're abnormal, but if we are i'm kind of thankful for that right now.

i guess i just needed a mini rant today. I'm going to the hospital now.
thanks.