The hardest thing in the world about wanting someone, is that even if you were to get them. Even if things did fall into the place, you cant really have them. Not all of them. Because your so scared of the things they've done in the past. The times they said "i'll change" but never did The times they promised things would never be this way again, but when you woke up the next morning it was all the same. I guess, maybe i just get sick of waiting... but i'm so wrapped up in you that i dont want to let this go. Maybe its been dragged on for way to long, but maybe i'm starting not to care... I hate these things that i cant change. I hate that even if i could, it wouldnt belong to me. I hate that even if everything worked out the way i imagine in my little fairytale world i still couldnt win.
just for the record.. i contradict myself constantly. i say i dont believe in love, but i want it just as bad as the next girl. I'm sorry.
um. i cant wait for summer.
Anyways. i hope your having a good day.
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