Honest.

are kind of a hott mess..


boy and i are seriously working on changing things and making them better although nothing is set in stone.
When it comes to trust i'm really on the fence about it. Sometimes i trust people to much, sometimes to little. Currently i dont trust people alot, because when i go into things i go into them whole heartedly... so instead of getting hurt constantly i reserve myself. My exterior personality changes depending on the day and the person. I dont know.. With him things are just, different. I dont know how one person could possibly bug me so much but make me so crazy. We talk every night before bed, its cute. Buttttt i'm stay reserved because i would really appreciate my heart not being broken.


I think i decided what i want for my first tattoo.
"Laugh with your whole body and Love with your whole heart". I love it. i think i want it on one of my feet. Oh! i got a new car. its really cute.